The thing about it is, I'm kind of a jerk.
I try not to be, but sometimes it just comes out. It's one of the reasons I find one on one personal interaction so awkward much of the time, it's because I know I'm going to say something to piss the other person off.
When I think about my life, I often land on those moment where I just say something stupid. Or mean spirited. Or just outright horrible. They say that you regret the things you don't do more than you'll ever regret what you have done. I get that idea, but I'm not convinced. I regret most of the things that I've said over the years.
I wonder about people who I would classify as "good souls". I wonder what would they think of themselves?
